Ani, I feel you so much and I am very much like you!! What I can tell you is that after a long marriage (11 years) and feeling like really terrible at 42, divorced and with a kid... I found love and it was better than I had ever expected. Do not give up. We have been together now for almost 7 years and we have already started growing old together... it is a beautiful thing. When My marriage ended I repeated over and over to myself: "Believe in Love" - we separated during the period just after the Super Bowl and I had watched the half time concert (not the game) with Coldplay and they had part of the crowd display that message and it spoke volumes to me!! BELIEVE IN LOVE. And I did, and it was worth it! ❤️

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